the guilt sets in...



okay, so i've been a bit quiet this week on the blogging front... next week might be slightly quiet also... because i won a trip to frikkin' tahiti... in some random as competition... and you are talking to the guy that never wins anything here... like nothing... not a meat pack at the rugby club... not one of those free family photography sessions at the mall (where you just end up paying hundreds of dollars for the actual photos)... nothing...

but here i win one ticket to tahiti... so i can't take my family... i have to go by myself... i feel so guilty... i have a wife that works really hard and i have kids that would love to go to a desert island... i don't even feel like i can enjoy it... i have not been anywhere in ten years... not stepped foot out of the country once since i got back from england in 1999...

so this is just super weird for me...

luck, in my case, is a double edged sword...