oh, it's all too hard
... i am a very happy person at the moment, so there is no point in complicating my life further...
because it's not actually worth it... at all...
trying to do too much with your time just causes stress... as you get older you slowly start to realise that it is better to just pull back to the absolute basics of life... don't get too clever and just admit to yourself that there are phases of your life that are now over... forever...
i don't know what i was thinking...
it's far easier just to not do anything...
shame there's fuck all on television...